I Heard a Fly Buzz
by George Bilgere
I stumbled out into the kitchen,
got the coffee maker started,
did the dishes from last night,
and then you came out in your robe,
wondering why I was up so early,
and I realized I’d misread the clock,
I’d actually gotten up at 7, not 8,
and suddenly I had a whole hour
bestowed upon me by the gods
who dole out our span of time.
And this was long ago, years ago, but
I still have that hour, I’ve guarded it
zealously, and when the time comes
and the darkness is closing in, and perhaps
I even hear a fly buzz–I’ll take out
that hour from the secret place
where I keep it, I’ll show it to all of you
gathered around my bedside
and I’ll cry out, Look! Another hour!
And that fly will pause in its
goddam buzzing, and all of you–
and that means you, Michael and Alex–
all of you will be forced to smile
and say, Really? That’s just awesome!
And I shall continue with my reminiscences.